Welcome you, and one and all,
Welcome to this jumbled fall
Of verses weak and verses small.
Welcome you, and one, and all.

Sunday, August 25, 2013

New webcomic?

I've been thinking for the last few months about an old story of mine that I'd like to revisit and maybe do something with. I'm thinking webcomic. Don't expect to see anything soon; school is just about to start up again and this semester I plan to PASS all of my classes. I'd also like to build up quite a large buffer of pages before I start releasing scheduled updates. It could take over a year or even more, but I've never been this serious about a comic.

Thursday, August 15, 2013

I Dreamt I was Four Irish Lads...

Okay so I had this crazy long dream this morning. It was one of those dreams that have a fairly coherent storyline and I thought it was cool so I wrote it up.

I dreamt I was four Irish lads fighting in the American civil war (they/we/I was also the band Flogging Molly at the same time, for no reason. This never impacted any part of the story. It was just how things were). We were chased into and through a library by soldiers of the other side and we ducked into a back section that was like a maze. I don’t know what side they were fighting for and it doesn’t really matter. There were something like ten of them and four of us, so we ran.
One of me ran out the back of the library and through a forest and when he came out of the forest he ran into a whole big group of the enemy but he/I managed to talk our way out of being shot. Somehow.
And then I was a different person. I had a gun and I was a badass and I single-handedly took out the group that had been hunting us down, and I walked out the front door.
And I was a third guy, still in the library, except that this guy had managed to lose the enemy outside the library beforehand and he was hiding in the maze in the back hoping they wouldn’t look there. He/I met a pretty librarian who had Parley(of Gunnerkrigg Court)’s powers and we made a good impression on her before the enemy soldiers showed up and she took us in her arms and we were on a tropical beach at night. All the stars were shining and some kind of moon must have been out because the night was bright as day. There were tourists a ways down the beach but we paid them no attention. We splashed into the warm water and suddenly the concept of undertow took on a whole unpleasant new meaning as my feet were knocked out from under me. Somehow in the fraction of a  second it took for the waves cover me I noticed that the angle of the sand under the water and on the beach itself wasn’t nearly steep enough for this kind of undertow. For undertow at all, really. It was nearly flat. And the water was over my head and I was standing back on dry sand. I had never gone in to the water in the first place. The librarian was laughing and beckoning me forward. She went farther and farther out, in the direction of the other island [it wasn’t very far away and there was a dormant volcano on it, steep sides covered in plant life], but the water only went up to her knees. And then she and I both looked to my right and there we saw a colossal wave gathering force and momentum. I knew, somehow, that if she were to teleport away without me she couldn’t come back. So I ran toward her, through the knee deep water and she ran toward me and we fell into each others arms just as the wave hit. We were on top of a building in London and he/I watched the sun rise and held hands with the librarian.
And I was the fourth Irish dude, the youngest, back in the library, and I had just woken up in the maze-like section in the back (I guess I had been napping??) and I was a little freaked because none of my three friends were here. I heard footsteps. I swung my rifle up (no more bullets but I still had my bayonet) and peeked around the edge of the bookshelf. There was a lady walking toward me, about my age, dressed in something beautiful and expensive. I lowered my rifle, stepped out in front of her, in all my war-torn glory. She was not surprised, and that surprised me. “Hello,” she said, “What’s your name?”
And I said, “Shawn, ma’am, um, lady?” And I wondered why I would get to learn the fourth soldier’s name, but not the other three. I wondered this, and Shawn wondered it, and then we wondered why we were wondering that? I think she must have told me her name, but the next I knew we were outside the library walking together and I was trying to flirt with her and she was flirting back. [Worth noting here that I had come out of the front of the library but it looked completely different than the building I had entered a few hours earlier; that had been small and rough and made of pine logs in the country. This was all marble and sandstone, and the moonlight made everything bright and white and beautiful, the paved streets of the city, the rooftops, the water in the fountain across the way.] She loaded me into her father’s hansom cab and off we went; her, her father, her father, her grandmother, and me. The grandmother didn’t want me coming back with them. The family was unfathomably rich and, let’s call her Kate, Kate wanted to take me home and clean me up and have sex with me, and keep me around for a weekend or so, because she wanted to gain some sexual experience and thought I was handsome and interesting. I thought this was a pretty good plan. So did her father, and that was that. It didn’t stop grandma making pointed comments about my unsuitability and the importance of female virginity, though. Kate and Shawn/I kissed each other most of the way back to her house, with her father looking on benignly and her grandmother making little clucking sounds behind her teeth.
With no transition we were at the house, wearing fancy bathrobes and chasing each other around all over the place, giggling, and there was nothing more important to me than catching up to her and kissing her neck and telling her what an unlikely and beautiful person she was and how she had probably saved my life. [The room was big and white, a cube with a balcony looking into it, about halfway up the walls. The center of the room was an enormous square pillar, also white. It and the outside walls were filled with all kind of strangely shaped display areas, which in turn held all sorts of expensive and beautiful art from all over the world. The walls of the ground floor also featured an assortment of intentionally broken or unuseful stairways. Some led up to the solid ceiling, or to a tiny room walled in with glass, nowhere to go but back down. Some had a great chunk in the middle cut out, had purposefully been built that way. Kate ran to one of these now and jumped the gap in the middle, like a cat, and kept on going up, to a big cushy white bed, and there she waited for me. I knew if I tried to jump that gap I would make a great fool of myself, and possibly break something, so I turned to Kate’s father and asked if there was a better way to get to the second floor. He twinkled his eyes at me [He also was smoking a pipe in his bathrobe and pajamas and house slippers, and he had a bit of a paunch; he was greying at the temples and wore an abstracted look, as if contemplating the mysteries of life. Seriously, he was the most fatherly dad I can imagine, it was nuts.] and pointed to a stairway behind a display of Chihuly glassware. The stairs started about two thirds of the way up but there was a slipper chair with low arms pulled up against the sheer wall and I figured I could use it like a stepladder to get to the stairs proper. The father winked at me. I looked at him for a moment and I thought that he should be a lot less comfortable with this whole situation than he was. I mean I was about to go and maybe/probably have sex with his daughter and he had just shown me the way up to her. It was like an invitation; it was a little creepy. But I clambered carefully over the priceless display of glass anyway and scrambled up onto the chair, tipped it over, and fell on my back. I stood up, tried again and this time I made it. I walked over and sat next to Kate on the dangerously comfortable bed. The mood between us had changed from the giggling abandon of earlier into something more contemplative, so we lay down on the bed side by side and she told me some about her father’s art collection.
And then I woke up.

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Novel for NaNoWriMo (2010), Otherworld




This is the beginning of a second draft of the Otherworld/Fairie story that I posted earlier. You may notice similarities.


Liam:
            When Liam had put on his sweater and gone to find the Tree of Portals, that morning, he had very little idea of how much he was about to change his world. Well, his world and the Underworld, to be strictly accurate. The human world, the last and farthest of the three, would prove largely untouched by the repercussions of his actions, at least on the surface. Yet who can truly say how deep the ripples have gone. It is more than possible that we may awaken some day to find that we have been living in a dream, and that some ancient force has pervaded our everyday existence. But I digress.
            The morning was cool, but not cold; it was late spring in the Otherworld and a hundred flying things sang greeting at the rising of the sun. Liam awoke to this cacophony of trills and hoots and barking coughs and crawled out from beneath the lattice of hazelnut branches that had covered his sleeping-place. He stretched in the dawn light, pulled off his sweater, shook the leaves, dirt, torn edges, stains, and sweat out of it, and put it back on. In less than two minutes he had scaled one of the huge, ancient rowan (quickenbeam?) trees that monopolized that grove and was peering out through its topmost branches. The tree was growing on a little rise in the forest floor and Liam could see his father's castle rising out of the intensely green spring foliage, a ways off, and to his right. The kitchen fires had already been rekindled from the banked and still-glowing coals of the day before; he could smell the pleasant tang of burning apple-wood and see the smoke trace a faint line against the lavender sky. Slowly turning away, Liam looked in the opposite direction, up the slant of the ground to where the mountain could be seen rising to a jagged peak.
            'Go toward the nearest mountain,' Tara had told him when he had wondered, the day before, if it was possible to still find the Tree of Portals. 'If you call him with the right name, he should meet you as you go.'
            'How can he meet me?' Liam had asked her, 'Does he have no roots, as you do? How can a tree live without roots?'
            She had shivered her leaves at him, a mild rebuke, and said, 'The Tree of Portals, as you call him, has a root system that spans the worlds, touching all three. He has sprouts in each, but lives in the Soul-world, the Underworld. He moves his sprouts from place to place in such a way that it seems they have always been wherever they are seen, and they leave no mark behind them when they go.'
            'But does he still connect our Otherworld with the human world?'
            'I do not know, but I believe he does.'
            'With what name should I call him?'
            And Tara had told him a name which was the flowing of water underground, the clear beauty of a crisp breeze, the rich, earthy loam of a forest floor. It was new and old leaves, flowers of many kinds, sap and bark and heartwood, and roots. The name was a deeper magic than any Liam had yet known and he breathed it like a fragrance, holding it in his mind carefully, an overfull beaker which he dared not spill.
            In his mind Liam called the name and then, thinking that might not be enough, spoke it aloud. It felt as if a bit of the liquid had been drunk, and so he could proceed with less care. He was not particularly good at magic, having never been instructed in its use, but he knew what it felt like. This was definitely some kind of magic, but it was older than anything he had experienced before. All this he sensed
in the blink of an instant, as he was speaking, and then there was nothing. Wondering,
Liam spoke the name once more, but whatever that had been, it didn't seem inclined to
happen again.
            He climbed down, and dropped the last fifteen feet or so, landing gracefully
on tough bare feet, and doing so  startled a horned squirrel who chittered at him
angrily. He set off through the forest, heading away from his father's castle and
toward the mountain. The ground sloped gradually upward. Liam was more fit even than
most fae, and the incline gave him no trouble. He ran upwards, flitting through the
dappled shade, thin and streamlined as a greyhound.
            The fae are an enormously diverse race, incorporating many subgroups, but
some traits are common to almost all of them (excluding, of course, the unicorn and
her intelligent beasts). The fae are generally tall, and have some humanoid features.
They may have horns upon their heads or animal ears or a tail. About half are
strikingly inhuman; they are distinguishable from us at a glance. The others have
more subtle differences, and these are divided into two groups; the Tuatha de Dannan,
the more populous type and the last of the fae to have immigrated to the Otherworld;
and the Fomorians, the horned lords who still ruled the northern climes. Liam was one
of the Tuatha de, and actually looked quite human; tousled dark brown hair in need of
a trim, strong chin, long eyes under straight, dark brows, open-looking face, a bit
tall for a fifteen year old, and extremely slim, but he almost could pass for human.
Only his eyes really gave him away, a green as dark and intense as the shadows through
which he ran.
            As Liam gained altitude the trees grew less magnificent, more twisted and
gnarled. By mid-morning he was toiling up a steep slope, pulling himself upward by
grasping the sap-filled spring growth. His hands came away sticky and green, but he
didn't bother to wipe them off. He was looking for a sign even as he ran, some kind of
pointer to tell him where to turn. It seemed perfectly natural to him that he had so
little idea of where he was going. He always found things best when he was not
thinking of anything much and just let his feet carry him away. Liam had always been
a wanderer.
            So he was hardly paying attention and thus, when he tried to step onto empty
air, failed to catch himself, and tumbled headlong into the bowl of a little valley.
It was only about twenty feet across and clear of shrubs and bracken, as the foothills
had not been. The reason for this seemed abundantly obvious, for in the center of the
valley there was a great oak tree, which had grown as two separate trunks that wound
around each other in a quite unnatural way, and whose branches shaded the entire
valley, letting little light through. Even Liam, who was used to seeing strange things
every day, was taken aback by the growth of that tree. The first ten feet of each
trunk bowed out in such a manner as to create quite a wide aperture between them.
It was in the shape of an eye. He stood up, rubbing his bruised knees, and walked
slowly toward it. There was a humming in the air, an undercurrent of magic like a
great dynamo generating electricity, which grew more and more intolerable the nearer
he got. The sound/feeling pressed against his temples, set his teeth grinding, wormed
its way into his brain so that he gained a kind of fearlessness despite the huge well
of latent magical power growing right in front of him. Liam asked the tree if it was
the Tree of Portals. It didn't answer him, whether unfamiliar with the language or
simply being rude, he knew not. And he did not greatly care. What mattered was that
Liam was standing in front of the Tree of Portals, wearing a World Crystal on a strap
around his neck.
            He stopped about two feet outside the range of the exposed roots and sat on
the soft, damp grass. Then he took the crystal out and held it up so that the light
shone through. The World Crystal was as long as his middle finger, and as slim. There was a small hole drilled through its base, which was rough and uneven, as if chipped out in a hurry, through which Liam had threaded a bit of sinew and then tied that around the leather strap. It was transparent, but opalescent; a thousand flickers of colour danced it in its slight shadow. Turning the crystal in his hands made the light dance from one shadow to another, and where it crossed the tree, the bark began to glow with the same flickering sparks of color. Liam flashed the light across the trunks, into the opening between them.
            At once the hum grew to a roar and the whole tree lit up. It was like lightning in its brilliance, but kept going where lightning would have died in an instant. It was searing his eyes even though they were tightly shut it was burning him...
            Suddenly it was over. He seemed to be floating, but the light had blinded him, and he couldn't tell where he might be. Whispered words began to crawl through his head as if they'd been spoken aloud. They said, "It has been such a long time since anyone wanted to go there. Are you sure? You know it is strictly forbidden."
            "I know."
            "And you still want to go?"
            "Yes."
            "Why? There will be a reprisal."
            "I love a human girl," he answered, and opened his eyes. He was standing on the side of a strangely barren hill, looking east into the last ending gleam of a sunset. The landscape spread out before him was... solid, in a way that his world was not. Liam had a feeling that here if you turned a corner, you would end up just around the corner from where you were before. How strange. Behind him the Portal Oak whispered, 'I'll wait here for you.'
            "How do I find her?" His voice sounded petulant to his own ears.
            The Tree of Portals did not answer.
            So Liam started walking, as he always did when he didn't know how to find what he was looking for. He went downhill, because it was easier, and soon was tramping along beside a stream. By the time the moon rose he was jogging a very flat road, with huge, roaring beasts passing him every so often. They had glowing eyes, low to the ground, and were partly transparent; he could see dark lumps inside. They might have been people. Eventually Liam's feet carried him across the road. He turned onto the next lane he came to, following it as it wound between low stone walls and strangely sparse and stunted trees. One word pounded through his head, over and over, keeping time to the rhythm of his breath. A Call. Kirin. Kirin. Kirin.


Kirin:
            Kirin was asleep. In her dream she stood at the edge of a cliff, a sea breeze running invisible fingers through her short blond hair. Looking down there was only mist. It had risen almost as high as the cliff itself and extended to the horizon. A man crept up behind her, and as she sensed him coming a terrible fear rose within her. She tried desperately to turn around but found herself frozen. Struggle was useless, and tears leaked from the corners of her eyes as she was forced to listen helplessly to the steady tread growing louder. The man stopped not six inches behind her. She felt his breath stir the tiny hairs on her neck. Kirin felt all this with an odd duality; she was herself and experiencing terrible fear, but at the same time she was watching herself in complete detachment, an impartial observer. The man pushed her lightly exactly in the center of her back, and Kirin lost her precarious balance and fell head over heels into the mist. She caught a glimpse of his face before the fog closed around her; an inhumanly wide smile and sharp, pointed teeth.
            And quite suddenly Kirin was sitting up in her bed, sweating. The waxing gibbous moon peeked through her window, bright enough to clearly illuminate the rag rug, the doll house in the corner that her father had made the year she was born (it had electricity and running water), the pine dresser with her hairbrush and a multitude of clips, barrettes, and hair-ties scattered on top, a corner of the scarlet bedspread. Kirin sat up and swung her legs over the side of the bed, feeling with her toes for the pink slippers. Sliding her feet into their fuzzy softness, Kirin tiptoed to the stairway door and opened it slowly, so that it didn't creak. Her room was the attic, and to get outside she had to go past both her father's room and her brother's.
            She crept down the hallway, and passed her father's room without a hitch. Just as she came abreast of her brother's door, however, it opened. A thin silhouette stood outlined just inside the threshold. "Where are you going?" Niall asked, stepping out to block her. He was a round faced boy, with blue-black hair and widely spaced green eyes, a bit too far apart for his otherwise good looks; he had a strong chin and prominent cheekbones, with naturally straight teeth and an intelligent mouth, which quirked a different way for each expression, as if it had a life of its own. At the moment it was stretched and one corner twisted down.
            "I just want to sit in the moonlight a little.